This was my diary entry last year after results. Looking back, it only leaves me happier that I believed in myself. Thanks to my teachers, family and friends for sticking by me. The journey will continue as an IAS. New paths, new friends and new beginnings. 

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The 2015 results have left me disappointed. I was sad and angry not to see my name in the list. Then, the marksheet came out and I made it to the reserve list. In the next couple of months, I found myself allocated to the IPTAFS.

What does it mean for me?

Firstly, I will give another attempt this year, and will hopefully improve my marks.

Secondly, what is IPTAFS? Well, I will only find out once I join at the end of the year.

Thirdly, how do I improve my score and make it to the coveted IAS. It will be difficult, but focus has to be on pushing up my essay score which was a dismal 90 (against an average of 125), and also my interview score to at least 190-195.

Prelims is a few days away now. The preparation is definitely better than last year but the competition is also much higher! My scores in mock test series are not very satisfying, but I am hoping to do my best on the D-day.

I have also promised to write more to help me improve my essay score. The journey continues..